Excuses.

I had a terrible morning.

As a source of comfort, I called my mother during my break. Our conversation actually made me feel like I’ve been giving tonnes of excuses and avoiding the real problem.

The thing is, it’s not enough that you acknowledge the mistakes that you make. It never stops there.

The most important part, and arguably the most difficult part is the next part – correction.

You can identify your mistakes many times throughout your life, but you don’t do anything to make changes, if you don’t take action to make changes, how will your mistakes will ever be corrected?

That’s exactly where I’m stuck at. And that’s exactly what I’m lacking.

I’ve identified my mistakes, my problems and yet I’m not putting in any effort to change it. And I’m using the excuse of “it’s a habit you see!”.

That’s fucking sad because even if habits are slightly more difficult to change, anything can be done with conscientiousness and determination.

Guess I need to work on that too.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s