I don’t know why I’m constantly shooting myself in the foot. I really don’t.
I keep doing things that my brain tells me no but my heart tells me to do.
I keep doing things that are hurting my emotional stability.
At the same time, I’m not doing anything to help myself with this instability and continue letting it roll and snowball into something more painful and unbearable.
Why do I keep shooting myself in the foot? Do I really want to cripple myself?
*not to be taken literally.